My name is Joseph Kestrel.
I am a man of sound faithful mind, who lives in a world that he cannot concieve a loving and kind God would allow. I have been diagnosed with Chronic Fatigue Syndrome and Fibromyalgia. As it is I live my entire life in constant pain. I have been ostracized by my family, and my own children wont associate with me. I have recieved no consolation from Christianity to my condition. God wills it to be this way, and there is a reason for it. All I can do is sit here and analyze what I see and read. This in an attempt to understand why I am this way. I speak fact, and fact only. I do not interpret.